i just need someone to be there for me. nobody’s ever there for me—truly there for me. when everything inside of me is falling apart, i need someone to tell me it’s going to be okay, that in the end everything will be worth it. no one has done that for me. after a while you start to believe no one will ever be there which adds to the breaking down inside you already feel. for once, i just need someone to be there, to hold me, to listen to me, to care. just once.